Is this the end?
There were signs all over, that this is probably not for me. Some said that I ignored the signs. Maybe I am just insensitive, or maybe I was just too focus, too target orientated that I miss those signs. Often the doubts that arise were quickly suppressed by any positive signs that I could find. Reassuring myself, all is on trek, and I hang in there.
If you loose sleep over something, it is probably not for you.
It felt like The End, at least it is the end for now. Giving myself sometime… need a rest, there is still a long way to travel.
PS You ask me to go by my gut feelings, and I did.
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5/10/2009
PS. I have pulled out from the paeds cardiology interview. It is the end… at least for now.
Filed under: Hospital Life, Journal Watch, Reflection, The Epic Journey, love
the end
the beginning
the middle
the moment…
couldn’t really tell…
the ending is the starting…:)
its impermanence.. we need ending, then can we have starting isn’t it?
CH,i wish i have an answer too=)